-I struggle to fall asleep, so I’m always tired
-school
-my whole “family”
-my “bEsTfrIend”
-my self-harm…
-That I get alot asked “Are you sick, you look tired”
-I have youtube channel, but I haven’t find time to make videos or I have been too tired to do anything
-My afterschool hobby in the evening on thursdays
-math 
-My focusing-problems in school
-I should get next year at school mostly 9 or 10
-I don’t know how to study, because of my focusing-problems
-In class I sometimes just don’t hear anything
-Presetation what I am suppost to do alone tommorrow…
-I hear every day horrible nicknames for myself from my “friend’s” mouth, including “go kill yourself”
-I get easily stressed and I sometimes have hard time breathing in random situations, for example on mid mathclass, in P.E ect.
-I today almost passed out today
-My “friend” insults me alot, and after that sh!t says “Don’t look so depressed!”
-Mostly when my “friend” insults me, I laugh with him, I also have habbit of hiding my real feelings
-my mother MOCKS me when I look annyoed/sad/depressed, and when I ask “what’s the problem” in annyoed tone, she fricking repeats what I say in mocking tone-
-Oh yeah yeah!! My “friend” says stuff like that; “Eww you gay, gays go to hell-” and other stuff like that. (Keep in mind, that he is transs and likess womannn )
Anyone can help me and tell me what I should do?
